The good, the better and the just plain weird...
The good: so I've been having driving lessons for 2 weeks. Yesterday I passed! Yah! On the very same day, I have a job interview with a bank. Cool! I get to go to the gym...umm...quite unusual.the better: 3 hours later I get a call, I got the job and I start immediately! Wow... Cool... AND I get conditional entry to this uni I really wanna go to.
the just plain weird: this all happens on the same day, a few days before I go o my first holiday in 8 years, and most importantly, a week before I get my results...
I think that it's really great that all this stuff's been happening to me. I'm really happy. Too excited that I got asthma. So don't get me wrong, I am VERY grateful. BUT...think of this:if after every rainstorm a rainbow is formed, then after every sunny day a rainy day follows. SOoooo...all this good stuff could be cushions to break my fall when my results come. Yes yes..I'm being really pessimistic...but for me, being that is a survival technique. 'cause if there's anything I cannot handle, it's disappointment from an anti-climax. So I deal with it by preventing it. And to prevent it, there must not be any hopes whatsoever. Or even better, hopes for the worst. Hahaha....Oh dear. Now I sound like a teacher for the meek and timid, for the self conscience. Oh dear...
Anyhow, now that I'm driving, working, working out and now have the power to accept or reject(reject and I'm stupid)a place in a good uni, I guess I don't have to worry about trying to figure out a way to NOT think about results. At least by not thinking about it, I don't have to actually have any expectations-good or bad.ahh...the wonders of an empty, shallow mind. And hh, the pity that have to waste so much cyber space memory to type all of that down. ack.
Aaaaanyhoo...Schools restarted without me and my batch. I wonder if it's as empty as it was at the beginning of last year. Bet there are at least more people in the 'now-senior-batch', than there were in the 'now-super-senior-batch'....
eek...feeling old...
Now that I've jabbered enough about my trivia-filled personal life, I can now go on to my very brilliant thoughts which are embedded within the deep recesses of my mind...
Hmm... not very brilliant am I? Haha...nah...I'm just modest...I'm sure they're somewhere in there...
*a rustling sound is heard followed by hollow thumping, coming from the mis-shapen globe that sits upon Yani's shoulders(i.e, her head)*
Aha! Here's one...
Why do people use the term 'it's simply black and white' when white isn't so actually so simple. Firstly it's always misinterpreted as the absence of colour when in fact white is a colour. If not, why does the word 'colourless' exist? Secondly, white is in fact the product of all the primary colours put together. And primary colours are mixed and what-not to come up with every colour known to man. So...is white so simple after all?
ok ok..so that wasn't 'brilliant'...fine...i'll settle for mundane. anyhow, i have o go now...so i hope that this post has confused everyone, especially in the matter of figuring me out. heheheee... see ya another time.
posted by Yani Malai @ 3:10 PM
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