unreflectedsoul

it's been long time, shouldntve left u...

yea my titles a song again... and its true! anyhow...a lot's been happening since the november. exams r over, prom is over, christmas is over, my birthdays over and new years is just about around the corner. at the mo' im in a cyber cafe, and i just went through a really scary pat of my life. i knw, nothing in a cyber cafe or related to it could seem traumatic or scary or important. but lets just say it has something to do with my entire future. and though the results were relieving, i'm still a little shook up, and paranoid.

i know none of you have any idea what i'm talking about, and unfortunately u never will.sorry...well, to let the boring stuff aside, i just went kayaking on the 26th december for 26 kilometers. for the bruneieans, that was from Damuan to Searasa beach. it was fun. it was organised by SMARTER brunei, the Autistic society. i'm too tired to explain the symbolism of the whole thing, but basically, the whole thing is an analogy of my life, and other people's lives, with autism. parents with autistic children, siblings, aunts, uncles, and professionals.my dad is the president of the society, and he organised half of it, so at the last stretch, when the cameras were zooming in, and the guest of honour was sitting comfortably in his chair, and a bout 60 other kayakers behind him, he cried like a baby. and after the whole thing was done, he kissed my head and my sisters' heads,and hugged us so tightly, the strain of the whole thing began to show. surprisingly, my arms don't hurt so much. i only got a few bumps and bruises, and a few scars, but their all too minor (so i dont know why i wrote it down).

well, thats all i have to write today. and probly for this whole month and year! hehehe... i'll try posting some time next month. anyhoo, gota go. nothing interesting i know. but yea, what else can i write?so i'll see ya.

posted by Yani Malai @ 8:09 PM