unreflectedsoul

hello! this is me... i think...

so this is my first post, on my very first online journal. this is however not my first journal. i have many many, and because of that, i can't seem to find most of them. so i decided to write in my computer. that was going great,until my internet connection got cut off,so it got really hard to post certain issues or poems i had in my computer journal, to give to my friends. so i think it took over 15 months until someone persuaded me to get a blog. and well, here i am!! as u've all porbably read (that is assuming anyone is actually reading this) i am about 19 years old...okay okay, so a month a few weeks and a few days short of 19 years. getting to my point. many of you may think i am an adolescent(did i spell that right?) striving for identity. and you're right. i am. i have no idea who the hell i am. but at least i'm getting there. Unlike most other teenagers, i do not wallow in self pity. i have way too many inner conflicts to care about self infliction and too much studying to do(especially now) to waste time pitying myself. but anyhow, enough with degrading my own kind. lets see... what else to write? well, at the moment i am freezing cold in my sisters office, trying to finish this post as quickly as possible because i had ingested way too much fluids about 2 hours ago, and well...u can get the point. so before i leave gracefully for the toilet, doing a little dance, let me just say that whoever intends to read my blog continuously might either be annoyed, amused, interested, nauseated(oh did i spell that right??)confused and slightly exhausted in keeping up with the many disconnected strands of thoughts that seem to enjoy tangling up in my mind.hmm... but thats me...i think...*in the background a sound is heard...it is nature calling* gtg peeps...i'll write in here once i get another chance to nick someone elses comoputer. byezz

posted by Yani Malai @ 1:47 AM